Hiatus

Hey

I'm sure no one follows but hey I know I've been M.I.A. That's what happens when you leave a foreign country and come back to the good ole US of A and they have places like target, wal mart, real malls and grocery stores. You lose your mind and you forget your working on a smaller budget than you have lol... Anywho I have eaten so much but jade still not got crazy fat so today starts my shakeology cleanse over the next 3 days so we shall see what happens. Holla

PS.
I colored my hair and I'm in love with it yay!!!

HOLY SUNSHINE- SUNDAY FUNDAY

I am so freaking excited to say the Sun came out and it isn't tomorrow...
 I am actually wearing a tank top and flip flops... holla

Going to go get some Greek food tonight I have been craving it all week.

Love me some tzakiki spelling is probably so wrong but dont care to look it up lol

Boys are being boys and grilling but this mama is taking sometime to herself.

Finished my midterm and homework for the weekend. Which is rare since I love to procrastinate

Exactly why I wait...

Well gonna enjoy this beautiful day in Germany which has been very rare...

How is your Sunday Funday?

Sun is out again....Say what

All I really want to say is the sun is out two days in a row and I wore sandals.... HELLS YEA!!!!!!!

I have been super over this depressing cold snowy German weather... 

CHeers to Spring finally making its presence.... Loving my new spring hair now to go redder!!!!

Sigh the love hate relationship with Space A

F#*k sh*t d@)n
Well hello there!!!




Ugh I've just gotten up at 1 in the afternoon. Why you ask? Ok maybe you don't but I'm sure as shit gonna tell you why. I couldn't sleep at all last fight with hopes that I would be boarding a plane to the US of A but to no avail. The flight was once again pushed because the plane broke down for the billionth time. So yes I got up officially out of my bed at 2 am woke my sweet (devil reincarnated) 2 year old son at 2:30 am to be on the road at 3 am just to find out this great news.what did I do after that...

I emotionally ate everything so stressed out because this mama wants her mama. Yes, I'm a big baby that hasn't seen her mom or anyone in her close family since September of last year and oh how I miss them :( ok im don't ranting and raving. Here's to the future and eating better from this point on!!!!

Military travel

So for the past few days I have been trying to get out of The Germ aka Germany to others. I'm missing the states a lot lately and missing my family and friends a ton. I've been wakin up at the butt crack of dawn to fly out of this place and for the past few days the wonderful C5 I've been trying to get on keeps Fallon apart. And yet I'm still trying to get on it. Lord rest my soul... The past few days I have been eating crap as well not horribly bad I guess cause I haven't gained any weight. But I'm still not satisfied with myself. And I have been craving sweets like nobody's business. I'm really hoping I get out tomorrow so I can have the wonderful Beachbody send me my first supply of shakeology so I can get this body wedding ready cause my baby cousin is going to the chapel May 25th. So excited for her I digress... She's the next youngest to get married so its awesome to not be the only youngin in the family married. 27 isn't old right lol... Well here's hoping to me getting out of The Germ...

Tchuss!!!

Playing catch up

Hey hey hey...


Well were do I start today was my last day as the fucking coolest lunch lady of middle school lol... I know my kids will miss me but California needs me more... I will be hopefully leaving to home quite soon. I miss my family and friends, sunshine and Mexican food. Germany can keep its weather and German food.... So I've been hitting the gym pretty hard these past couple weeks I'm quite proud of myself but really sad my damn scale has not moved I would love to get back out of the 170's grrr... I've eaten less bad food than almost ever but yet n budge and I'm going beast mode in the gym but no budge -_-... By the way I'm on day 4 off clean eating and so far so good a few slip ups here and there but I'm still working hard and I got rid of the white flour so that's a super plus for me cause I'm a baker and I love to eat baked shit.(not forreals shit baked lol)

Last night I tried this new piece of equipment at our wonderful military gym...the glider it was scary at first and I wanted off the first 5 minutes but I pushed through and did 20 mins holla my legs were on fiyah( in my Alicia keys voice)... Today I will be hitting up some Zumba and continue on shaking the fat away... No murdering fat for me wink,wink
P.S I got inspired by skinnymeg and chopped my hair off... Thanks Meg and y'all should go follow her she is awesome and very motivating.

Have a great one!!! Deuces ✌

Liebster Award

So this is all very new to me even though I've been on the scene for awhile Ive always just stayed in the background cause I wasnt sure how to do this blog thing or now it was such a big world that they have conventions just for blogging (i.e. Blissdom). I'm just over here trying to not be tempted to eat another cookie or piece of cheesecake and keep my self accountable to someone. Even if it isn't anyone I know personally. Well I wanted to say thanks Shana for the nomination... Here it goes

Random Facts:

I love

Dancing 

Baking

entertaining others

family events

holidays

pink, black ,white

vanilla

Shana's Questions:

How long have you been blogging? I've been behind the scenes over here for about two years around the time my lil ole family got stationed in Germany.

What's your advice to someone who wants to build their readers and commenters in blog? I have no idea. I'm still learning and exploring trying to make my lil blog and actual blog and remember to post more often.

Have you ever met any of your bloggers? I have a couple friends that use to blog but noone famous.
What's your favorite season and why? Fall and Spring. Fall because its not to cold and Spring cause its not to hot.

Do you believe in God and what kind of relationship do you have with him? Yes yes I do. I may not always be doing the right thing but I try to stay connected and keep up our relationship.

Do you have kids if so how many and ages and names? Just one for now. Christian and he is 2.

Have you read any good books if so what do you recommend to a book lover? Yes, I just finished "Have a little faith" by Mitch Albom... Highly recommend very good book.

What's one movie you can watch a hundred times and it never gets old? Too many to name... Grease, Dirty Dancing, Ever after and the list goes on...

If you could change 3 things about your physical appearance what would it be? Skinnier with a bigger butt and more confidence in myself.

What is your fave snack? sweets almost anything vanilla or funfetti

What all websites do you visit when you're online? Blogger and Facebook.

Thanks Shana again for the nomination... 

What up ya'll




Its been a few days since I have blogged. I just got so busy with my life. Just started my new class and new degree since I changed it from Women studies to Business.
 I have decided to follow my dreams and plan on going to culinary school to get this bakery on a roll. roll get it bahaha... I crack myself up. Anywho yesterday was absolutely not a good day.
I woke up at 4 am and landed myself on the damn toilet... So basically I got that wonderful stomach flu/bug whatever the fuck ya wanna call it (death).. Last time I got it I lost five pounds this time not a budge on the scale I try to look for the positive in a bad situation. Lets just say there wasn't one meh!!!

But I did go get my haircut and its faaaaaaabuuulous!!!
 Sad thing about it is my hairstylist is pcsing(military lingo) for leaving to the next base. It's always so bitter sweet when someone leaves. Speaking of military I was up at the gym working on my fitness and talk about gym intimidation going on in the weight room. We walked in and we walked ourselves right back out. Not only did it smell like ass all the guys just stared at us. I so miss having a gym with only women. But thats the military for ya. You go where they tell your husband to go. I follow cause I love my Airmen. Well gotta go do some homework.  Toodles

Well hello cooter bones

So...

I've been reading all these fitness post on spinning and how great it is so I decided to step out of my comfort zone and bring a couple friends along that didnt know either what we were getting ourselves into. Well let me tell ya we showed up a few seconds late and the only spots available were smack in the middle of the class. I have never done a stationary bike before so I had no idea how the thing worked, but I quickly found out after almost taking my skin off my right calf. Yea there's a stop button and its not your body parts. FML I have also found new things to hurt . My cooter bones feel like I've had had rough sex for days and trust me that ain't something I planned on.the instructor than informs us that we will be doing jumps and I'm like are we gonna be jumping on and off this thing. Oh sweet baby Jesus. It wasn't that bad but the jumps were intense. But all in all it was pretty fun especially to see my friends and me have in a new environment. And I will be going back cus it hurts so good... Kinda lmao...


Meems

My comeback

Well hello there world...

I've been away for awhile. Not doing any post just keeping a close eye on the many old and new blogs I have came across. Yes, I am still on my weight loss journey it is a continuous uphill battle that I fucking refuse to lose at... It's all this damn baking and pretty pictures on Pinterest. I don't know wether to lose weight or gain weight on that damn thing lol... I've come back to the blogger world because I am in need of a outlet to my world overseas. The military tells you that when you go overseas everyone is closer and like family well this is a pretty dysfunctional family and I know dysfunctional. I have lost myself and now I must find myself again. It's so not cool when you feel that you don't know who you are anymore when you've always been the social butterfly and avoided drama at all cost. Well it's time to take my life back and be who I know I am.
I am a mother, a lover , a wife , a baker, a sister, a daughter and most importantly I am me. God put me here for a reason and now my goal is to find it and not let go of it. I have had some dark days and Germany doesn't help with its doom and gloom. I'm looking forward to being a healthy better me and I'm not going back people. Love me or hate me I really don't get a flying fuck.

But.....

On another note I have returned to my first love baking...
Today I made a funfetti cake from scratch with my new favorite icing Marshmallow buttercream. That shit is amazing and is a sweet explosion in your mouth. As for the funfetti cake recipe I followed I can't say it was the one for me. I'm more a vanilla girl... Hehe than a lemon girl so I could have totally did with out the lemon zest... Don't mind my crappy photog skills bahaha
Well as they say in Germany
Tschüss