Hiatus

Hey

I'm sure no one follows but hey I know I've been M.I.A. That's what happens when you leave a foreign country and come back to the good ole US of A and they have places like target, wal mart, real malls and grocery stores. You lose your mind and you forget your working on a smaller budget than you have lol... Anywho I have eaten so much but jade still not got crazy fat so today starts my shakeology cleanse over the next 3 days so we shall see what happens. Holla

PS.
I colored my hair and I'm in love with it yay!!!

HOLY SUNSHINE- SUNDAY FUNDAY

I am so freaking excited to say the Sun came out and it isn't tomorrow...
 I am actually wearing a tank top and flip flops... holla

Going to go get some Greek food tonight I have been craving it all week.

Love me some tzakiki spelling is probably so wrong but dont care to look it up lol

Boys are being boys and grilling but this mama is taking sometime to herself.

Finished my midterm and homework for the weekend. Which is rare since I love to procrastinate

Exactly why I wait...

Well gonna enjoy this beautiful day in Germany which has been very rare...

How is your Sunday Funday?

Sun is out again....Say what

All I really want to say is the sun is out two days in a row and I wore sandals.... HELLS YEA!!!!!!!

I have been super over this depressing cold snowy German weather... 

CHeers to Spring finally making its presence.... Loving my new spring hair now to go redder!!!!

Sigh the love hate relationship with Space A

F#*k sh*t d@)n
Well hello there!!!




Ugh I've just gotten up at 1 in the afternoon. Why you ask? Ok maybe you don't but I'm sure as shit gonna tell you why. I couldn't sleep at all last fight with hopes that I would be boarding a plane to the US of A but to no avail. The flight was once again pushed because the plane broke down for the billionth time. So yes I got up officially out of my bed at 2 am woke my sweet (devil reincarnated) 2 year old son at 2:30 am to be on the road at 3 am just to find out this great news.what did I do after that...

I emotionally ate everything so stressed out because this mama wants her mama. Yes, I'm a big baby that hasn't seen her mom or anyone in her close family since September of last year and oh how I miss them :( ok im don't ranting and raving. Here's to the future and eating better from this point on!!!!

Military travel

So for the past few days I have been trying to get out of The Germ aka Germany to others. I'm missing the states a lot lately and missing my family and friends a ton. I've been wakin up at the butt crack of dawn to fly out of this place and for the past few days the wonderful C5 I've been trying to get on keeps Fallon apart. And yet I'm still trying to get on it. Lord rest my soul... The past few days I have been eating crap as well not horribly bad I guess cause I haven't gained any weight. But I'm still not satisfied with myself. And I have been craving sweets like nobody's business. I'm really hoping I get out tomorrow so I can have the wonderful Beachbody send me my first supply of shakeology so I can get this body wedding ready cause my baby cousin is going to the chapel May 25th. So excited for her I digress... She's the next youngest to get married so its awesome to not be the only youngin in the family married. 27 isn't old right lol... Well here's hoping to me getting out of The Germ...

Tchuss!!!

Playing catch up

Hey hey hey...


Well were do I start today was my last day as the fucking coolest lunch lady of middle school lol... I know my kids will miss me but California needs me more... I will be hopefully leaving to home quite soon. I miss my family and friends, sunshine and Mexican food. Germany can keep its weather and German food.... So I've been hitting the gym pretty hard these past couple weeks I'm quite proud of myself but really sad my damn scale has not moved I would love to get back out of the 170's grrr... I've eaten less bad food than almost ever but yet n budge and I'm going beast mode in the gym but no budge -_-... By the way I'm on day 4 off clean eating and so far so good a few slip ups here and there but I'm still working hard and I got rid of the white flour so that's a super plus for me cause I'm a baker and I love to eat baked shit.(not forreals shit baked lol)

Last night I tried this new piece of equipment at our wonderful military gym...the glider it was scary at first and I wanted off the first 5 minutes but I pushed through and did 20 mins holla my legs were on fiyah( in my Alicia keys voice)... Today I will be hitting up some Zumba and continue on shaking the fat away... No murdering fat for me wink,wink
P.S I got inspired by skinnymeg and chopped my hair off... Thanks Meg and y'all should go follow her she is awesome and very motivating.

Have a great one!!! Deuces ✌