Skinny folks

I hate when stick thin people that have never went through any kind of weight gain or hard time losing weight swear by all these fitness lines. Or talk about how they need to get to the gym and post pics of their skinny sleeves with damn 6 packs talking about in 30 days I will be ripped. Like get out of here. Gain weight lose weight all your life struggle with eating disorders, sweet addiction, have a baby, have people give you the gross look and than tell me something. Ok rant over. I am trying but eating healthy in a junk food world is super hard. I struggle and binge and eat bad and feel guilty. But I will not give up till I am to a healthy weight!!!

Canary islands, Spain

So I just returned from my wonderful nine day cruise. Oh I'm gonna miss the food that was already ready when I was hungry lol. 3 meals a day and I didn't make them. Awesomeness lol... Well good thing is I only gained a pound or two so now im gonna hit the pavement hard. Got a shoot in May and I wanna be hot hot hot lol... The islands were beautiful wish we had more time on the island and less on the boat but you win some ya lose some... Now I'm just happy to be home and ready to get back to the normal hustle and bustle...

Softball...

So I made the decision to join the softball team at my base. I have never played softball seriously always
Just for fun but I am determined to make it work an be the best I can be at it... Also I have a cruise to go on in about a day. I am not yet comfortable with my weight but I promise to enjoy myself and just live life without being self conscious about my weight or of anyone is paying attention to me.. I will have fun...

Forgot to mention

I'm down ten pounds whoop whoop...oh and I added my first juice half veggie half fruit and it was delicious....so on the road I will continue... Went on a walk with a little one he was so tired after he slept for 3 yes people 3 hours... Lol including a pic of him after his nap...

I'm back to it...

So I haven't been blogging lately... A lot has been going on and I've gotten a little sidetracked. School, baby, and cake making lol... My son I swear is a lil divo lol loves attention and making sure you give him attention but I love him... I had two cakes that I did and that was craziness in my lil German kitchen lol... So I'm back an back on my fitness today I'm gonna be juicin and gonna take the lil man for a walk...

Ugh

So I didn't not do anything I planned today. No exercise :/... I hate the waiting game for AF it's line can you come already so I can move on... So hopefully sometime this week I can start lifting if someone decides to show me what the hell I'm suppose to do.. On a good note tomorrow I get to dance its been so long and I'm super excited to shake my booty lol... Hoping for a great workout tomorrow!!!

Crap!!! The good and bad!!

I think I'm getting sick which will suck cuss I really need to work out!!! Good cruise has been booked for the Mediterranean for my birthday do I have 2 months to kick my ass into some type of shape(preferably not round :p)... Let's do it!!! 180 trying for at least 165

It's been awhile...

So it seems I have lost a total of five pounds. This past week and weekend I relaxed it no counting no exercise. Just laziness... I don't know what's going on. School probably it is my número UNO stressor... But today was shitty progress that me and hubby were making got trampled. But I am sure it too shall pass. So glad I have faith and I can move on from this day. I plan to kick my butt into gear I have a cruise to get ready for dang it... I'm thinking of doing a juice reboot I read about. Well I will continue to think about it.. Well on the bright side my son makes me feel so much better funny lil guy...good night world

Crap!!! The good and bad!!

I think I'm getting sick which will suck cuss I really need to work out!!! Good cruise has been booked for the Mediterranean for my birthday do I have 2 months to kick my ass into some type of shape(preferably not round :p)... Let's do it!!! 180 trying for at least 165

Pirate day!!!

So due to almost losing my eye on Tuesday thanks to the lil munchkin. I have fell off my healthy eating wagon. Not to bad just haven't had much time to prepare as I planned. And having great Puerto Rican rice on Monday. I plan to come back with a vengeance and I will not let minor slip ups define me. But I definitely got enough pirate jokes to last me the rest of the year. Argghhhhh

Shark week

So shark week is finally over. Man, I did not do so well this week. Not bad but chocolate seemed to know my name personally. The crazy part is not even that big of a chocolate fan, you couldn't tell my body that this week. I know I have been doing better cus when I eat too much bad stuff I get a tummy ache. This week I will better. At least most of the days I did stay under my caloric intake and I kept my workouts. So here's to another week!!!

Fitness

Oh what a wide works it is. I'm learning so much about it. I've been trying to stay motivated and educated. This 30 day shred is a def butt kicker... I will not give up. So far u have lost a pound hooray.. It's only been a week so that's good!!! Yay!!! And then the damn firm scouts had to come out with there little cookies. I'm overseas and they still for me darn it. Lol I will just have to work our harder. Today I did so well ate some healthy Alfredo while I made my hubby the good stuff. Honestly nine wasn't bad but his smelt oh so much better. I will not give up!!!

30 day shred and eating better

So today I started the 30 day shred. Yea it kicked ass lol... I watched what I ate and jotted it down thanks to my handy dandy app(myfitnesspal)... So hopefully by the end of
The 30 days I will have shredded something lol. Gotta keep motivated and educated. In it to win it!!! 2012 will be my year...

Happy New Years!!!

Cheers to a new me and a great new year with many options and directions ahead. Thank God I made another year with my beautiful family. Today marks the day I turn my life around and get on track to a better me, wife and mommy...