Softball...

So I made the decision to join the softball team at my base. I have never played softball seriously always
Just for fun but I am determined to make it work an be the best I can be at it... Also I have a cruise to go on in about a day. I am not yet comfortable with my weight but I promise to enjoy myself and just live life without being self conscious about my weight or of anyone is paying attention to me.. I will have fun...